Monday, April 23, 2012
On day 12 of a migraine. Hurt so bad last night I was afraid I might die in my sleep. I see my neurologist on May 14th next. So many questions. So much pain. So much guilt because I feel like a useless lump. Crying all the time. I try to put on a smile for my kids but they aren't dumb. Been praying an awful lot.
Friday, April 20, 2012
Today marks day 9 of my migraine. Yesterday I was officially taken off work by my Doctor until at least May14th when I will see my neurologist again. We changed my abortive medication (too late for this migraine unfortch) and also put me on something else to help with my nausea. This has been the worst 6 months of my life with regards to my migraines. Currently there is no cure for Migraine Disease but I'm hoping that my Doctor can find a plan that will work to get me back on track and get the attacks less frequent and more under control. Right now I feel very defeated, battered and bruised. I'm not looking for pity though so please don't think that. I just needed to get it out there because it is weighing pretty heavily on me right now. Lucky for me I have an awesome Husband, family and friends who love and support me everyday.